~!!!~ BREATHLESS~!!!~

The gashes still bleed,

Making it hard to breathe...

Its Like a hole through my chest,
All it does is make me feel empty inside..
I can hear nothin but my soul scream..
i'v numbed myself,
but as i hear your name the pain starts coming.
makin me feel in my heart,
You are'nt there is any of my dreams,
All i see is an endless road..
i am looking for something,
something that i don't know..
I keep on running in the dark..
My feet taking me as fast as my racing heart..
Its not the darkness that scares me, Its the silence that engulfs me..!!
The uncertainty of my search makes me scream.
Yeah! I wake up screaming every night..
Making the gashes around the hole in my chest bleed...
No matter how much i want the time to stop..It passes...
Every tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.
It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does..!!
The absence of u is everywhere I look..
No matter how much I try to numb myself the pain comes back..!!
I eat nothing and sleep like a zombie..
That is what your going away has done to me..!!